So, remember my conversation about shifting my signal, inviting more into my life, and saying “HELL YES” more often? Hot damn. It is crackin’ up in here. CR-A-CK-ING. The ceiling can’t hold me. The roof is on fire. My hands are in the air. I’m jumping around. Pushing it. There is magic happening. I’m not … Continue reading MAGIC (AND PROOF THEREOF)
On the Sunday just prior to my “Fuck You Very Much Monday” epiphany I volunteered all morning and part of the afternoon at Sacramento Peace Day. It was awesome. It was also a little um, foggy, as I was, to be honest, totally experiencing Rangover. Yes, Rangover. Not hungover (surprise!). Rang-over. My eight hours of … Continue reading JUST SAY YES
Okay friends, family, followers, stalkers (just kidding, mostly), I am asking for your help. Yes, me, asking for help. Gulp. It's time to make my dream a reality and build my business into a sustainable empowerment machine. As you know, my daily directions include the following tasks: 1. Wake up 2. Be Awesome 3. Repeat Well, … Continue reading MONEY ON MY MIND
FUCK. Monday was just . . . exhausting. A tornado. A hurricane of a day where I left the house at 8:30 a.m. and didn’t come home to stay for another 12 hours. I was tired. I was cranky. I was sore from my (ridiculously fun) weekend running adventure, and generally, well, bitchy for most of … Continue reading MANIC MONDAY
So. Today. I um. I’m celebrating 2014. Oh. No, not the year. I mean, I have punctuality challenges, but I’m not that late for New Year’s Eve. Nope. Today is my 20-14 birthday. You know, 20, plus 14. Go ahead and roll your eyes. I know. It’s lame. And yep. I’m 34. This girl. Right … Continue reading YOU SAY IT’S YOUR BIRTHDAY?
So, I have confession to make. Gulp. I’m not actually always that good at letting shit go. Like, um, I am. . . but . . . I’m also . . . not. I’m good at letting SOME things go. I’m good at not letting MOST things bother me. I can release hurt, anger, pain, … Continue reading GUTS OVER FEAR
Yesterday was a trip. Literally. I had my first day at a new part time job (yes, another one. . . ), about 30 miles away from my house, back in the community from “before.” Before, as in prior to when I made all this progress. Before, in my previous existence, when I was unhappily married and taught … Continue reading JUMP
Plans. Timelines. Spreadsheets. Google Calendar. Ah, my happy place. It’s so lovely living in the boxes of my curated life. So clean. So tidy. So cozy, predictable, and safe. Bullshit. I call bullshit on that whole deal. You hear me? Bull.Shit. You know what plans really are? A crapshoot. A coping mechanism. Our brain’s way … Continue reading STORY OF MY LIFE